Tuesday, January 17, 2012

生日快乐啊进伟 =)

A special blog post dedicated to my favourite junior of all time ^_~
黄进伟!!
抱歉迟来的祝福,好过没有,对不对?
你大姐我昨天很忙,回到家都超过12点了,嘻嘻嘻
长大了咯
从肥肥矮矮,幼稚天真的小朋友,
一直到现在,有点男人的影子,虽然也没有很成熟了啦
不过,你真的很可爱和率直!
答应我,你不可以变啊!一定要保持那颗善良的心!
爱你爱你!
等我2年!我回来sayang你!哈哈哈






2008年的你!
可爱到!!
学一下吉他啦
公青没有人才了啦
你去做人才okay?
吉他是一个很厉害的武器哦!
可以打人,又可以追女孩子!
嘻嘻嘻



三个姐姐里面
我知道你最爱我啦
看那个头都靠近我一点
哈哈哈哈哈
开玩笑的 
XD






越来越帅了 XD


















你看
跟我拍了很多照片叻~
荣幸到你啊
嘻嘻嘻
祝你天天开心
健健康康
有什么心事,随时可以找我,好吗?
哈哈哈
天主保佑啦
<3


















Friday, January 6, 2012

Falling slowly


Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out


Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won



Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
真的很喜欢这首歌
好想再尝试那种暧昧的感觉
真的还不知道我的他
是不是对的人
请给我一些指示
好吗?
谢谢



Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Happy New Year

Happy 2012!




I still couldn't believe that year 2011 is over! Having a mixed feeling here, 2011 was hmm rather empty to me. Spent my 21st birthday with lecture notes, nothing big happened, thank god for this. Oh oh my boy graduated!! Sadly enough to say, most of my friends graduated last year, while I still have one and a half year to go =( and I still don't know what I want to do in the future! Sigh, lets not think about the future, I have listed down my new year resolutions. Hope I get more ticks than crosses in the end of year 2012 XD


2012 Mission Impossible
1. Get slim and toned up!
(This has always been in my top to do list, hope I can get some serious weight loss this year, muahaha )
2. Aim for HDs
3. Be a better daughter
4. Be a better sister
5. Be a better girlfriend
6. Be a better person
7. Eat healthy
8. Sleep well
9. Cook more
10. Quit shopping (LOL)
11. Pray hard
12. Do more volunteer jobs
13. Figure out my future
14. Save money
15. Talk less, think more
16. Study hard, play hard
17. Make more good friends
18. Smile more at random people
19. Learn how to appreciate
20. Stay authentic/genuine/original ;)



My 2012 beauty resolutions
1. Stop adding stuff into my collection
(the amount of cosmetics and skincares I currently own are more than enough to last me for 10 years! Or maybe more! Who knows? ;)
2. Use less foundation or BB cream
3. Get flawless skin ( LOL)
4. Try different style of make up
5. Use up all the backups before buying new ones!




well oh well. After typing all these out, i think it is impossible to achieve ALL of em! Will try my very best!





My favorite people::::


The kids <3


Chillien - Natalie - Carmen - Clara

One of the happiest thing when I'm back, is to meet the kids! So happy when they yelled "诗雅姐姐" or Sylvia jie jie, love them so much!! From the bottom of my heart! On the other hand, the thing I hate most about studying overseas is people often forget about you!! Haih I am such a failure in keeping friends, too poor in expressing myself

 <<<<
 Natalie! A Cute and kind kid <3 She told me that she is still using the cup that I gave her last christmas, shoooo cute!!  
                                   
                                  >>>>
My cousin ah wei! She refused to play with me when she was younger, but now, She loves me to death!! Thanks to my iPad =.= HAHA, no lah, despite her realistic-ness, I still love her, with all my          
                                                            heart =)                                 

kei kei and wei wei

I keep alot of their videos with me, cos they never failed to make me smile when I am sad , they certainly play an important role in my uni life ;) Kids just mean so much to me, I just can't stress enough how much I love em! =p





My besties <3


What more to say about my girls? Haha.. I have yet to meet up with my other friends, they are so so so busy with their work and studies now ;( Hope we can meet up sometime  soon (Adele wong!!)

My siblings <3 

The "almost perfect" trip, just five of us with mummy, no outsiders, no extra peoples. Too bad, Dad wasn't there =( But hmm, nothing is perfect, cos if dad was able to make it, means that woman and her child will be there too!! >.<



Last but not least, mummiiieeeeee!!
She's the best lah! 忍辱负重for 21years already! From zero knowledge, innocent kampung girl to a super woman! She wasn't able to defend us, but now she is like a female tiger! *rawwwrrr* ahem, still stupid in my honest opinion =p cos our enemies are tooooo smart, cunning and sly! ish!! nevermind mummy, we are all grown up, we will show them some colors!! haha XD just kidding








Thursday, December 1, 2011

我最不擅长的东东

我到现在都还不知道不清楚自己为什么当初会答应过来这里读书?我除了失去东西,根本就没有得到什么别的东西了。我有时候在想,与其来到这里认识些以后可能会分开的人,倒不如留在马来西亚,因为那些人也不会离开我。最最最讨厌离别的场面了!!尤其是在有了感情以后,那种感觉真的很不爽!

现实真的很残酷!一年半差不多每天都溺在一起的室友,毕业后说走就走。。令我很不爽!请你们这些人如果知道不会永元陪在我身边,不会是永远的朋友的话,可不可以请你就不要跟我好了?不要跟我做朋友啦!在这里认识到的新朋友,好是好,可是她是这里的永久居民,要是我会马来西亚了呢?马来西亚的人忘了我,这里又没能联系,那岂不是两头空?唉哟喂呀。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。烦死了烦死了!!!

Monday, September 5, 2011

还是要幸福

曲目:还是要幸福 演唱:田馥甄(Hebe) 作词:徐世珍/司鱼 作曲:张简君伟
  
不确定就别亲吻
  感情很容易毁了一个人
  一个人若不够狠
  爱淡了不离不弃多残忍
  你留下来的垃圾
  我一天一天总会丢完的
  我甚至真心真意的祝福
  永恒在你的身上先发生
  你还是要幸福
  你千万不要在招惹别人哭
  所有错误从我这里落幕
  别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
  你还是要幸福
  我才能确定我还得很清楚
  确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
  明天 开始 这一切都结束
  还我钥匙的备份
  我觉得再见可以很单纯
  我甚至真心真意的祝福
  永恒在你的身上先发生
  你还是要幸福
  你千万不要在招惹别人哭
  所有错误从我这里落幕
  别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
  你还是要幸福
  我才能确定我还得很清楚
  确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
  明天 开始 这一切都结束
  你还是要幸福
  你千万不要在招惹别人哭
  所有错误从我这里落幕
  别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
  你如果很幸福
  半夜的简讯我就无需回复
  因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处
  我也 能有
  最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独

这首歌
大爱大爱!!<3
不是套用在男朋友身上
而是在一个我很爱很爱很爱的一个XX
很开心看到弟妹们开始非常非常活跃于教会活动
也很庆幸他们没有被我那一段时间的冲动而影响
不知道为什么就感觉到莫名难过
不是我嫉妒别人的成就
而是
怎么说

我早就知道
当初的决定
会带来的痛
哈哈
有些人一定觉得我很夸张,也没必要这样
可是
I am just that into XX
爱到无法自拔
爱到快要窒息

所有的往事
酸甜苦辣
历历在目
可是往事终究是往事
我不再是以前那个我,你不再是以前那个你,他也不再是以前那个他
大家都不一样了

看到了脸书上面po了那么多张曾经相似的笑脸s
思念整个就爆浆了我跟你说
整个快疯了我跟你说!
变成一个attention seeker了我跟你说
拼命找友人聊天
深怕他们真的会忘了我

我跟你说
出国读书不是开玩笑
不是害怕孤独寂寞
而是害怕被遗忘
害怕迷失了自己
害怕那种空虚感
EH
真的
外面遇到了超多奇奇怪怪的人
应付不了
我不会变脸去迎合所有人
我不会跟人家沟通
怎么办~~???

我天~
我想回家!!!
好想念XX

='(



Wednesday, August 24, 2011

一首令我又流泪又起毛的歌



Note to God
by::: Charice


If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No)We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Break



I want a break
I need a break!!
the assignments reports lectures tests and thoughts are just too overwhelming

HAHA
I need to do something really meaningful
volunteer jobs
I wanna join church youth
but I don't want english educated ones
Couldn't click in

走得太远了
我都忘了怎么依靠上主
我都忘了有上主的支持和拥抱
是多么地幸福
我要回家
我想回家
我必须回家
亲爱的阿爸父
你不会因为其他的羊群
而不顾我这一只迷失的小羊
对吧?

我要抱抱~~
*hugggsssss*