GOD, please stay with us

Dont give up!!
so many things happened recently untill i actually dont have time to stop
and look around me
and think

i believe that everyone else in the group is also in the same situation as me
hmmm
i used to be very extreme towards some particular thing
and i knew i was wrong
but i just couldn't stop myself for being so extreme
i wanted ME to be extreme
and of cos i knew i was controlling by the devil
but i just couldn't fight IT back
i wanted ME to be controlled

i thought everything has settled
but now
everyone seems to be so lost
lost confident
lack of trust
everything just seems so wrong
hmmm
i guess i should stand up
try to think solutions
and

Stop waiting for things to happen
go out
and make them happen!!

hmmm
so who's with me??
haha
i know my sisters in christ
Jen and Sophia will always be with me
so
we gotta work it on k?

oh yea
i know these kind of things actually happened durin the previous CN
but this time seems to be more challenges and more tough
GOD really thinks that we have so much capacity to carry so much burdens
we've been working and doing our own stuff
without seeking for help this year
thats why everyone of us lost
hmmm
so
cheer up everyone
seek for help
hehe
well
at least im one of the "willing to help" ppl for now
ok
cheer up Sylvia
cheer up RYCS