OH MY SHIT
i cannot believe that expressing feelings through blogging
will cause so much problems
i thought blog is the most trust worthy "thing" that i can rely on
no no no
im wrong
blog is trust worthy
but not people
even your family
thought of something these days
couldn't stand it
what the heck
i couldn't believe that i dont have real best friend!?
after soooo many years
and all the things i've been through
sooo many passengers in my life
and no one actually stays??
whats going on man
am i an idiot friend??
do i treat you all badly?
i just feel like im "back ups" of many of my so called "best friends"
OMGGGGGGG
am i treating you all too well
that you girls have taken it for granted and does not appreciate at all?
or am i treating you all too bad
and im a jerk after all?
i cannot believe that expressing feelings through blogging
will cause so much problems
i thought blog is the most trust worthy "thing" that i can rely on
no no no
im wrong
blog is trust worthy
but not people
even your family
thought of something these dayscouldn't stand it
what the heck
i couldn't believe that i dont have real best friend!?
after soooo many years
and all the things i've been through
sooo many passengers in my life
and no one actually stays??
whats going on man
am i an idiot friend??
do i treat you all badly?
i just feel like im "back ups" of many of my so called "best friends"
OMGGGGGGG
am i treating you all too well
that you girls have taken it for granted and does not appreciate at all?
or am i treating you all too bad
and im a jerk after all?
i dont know how to click with girls
im shy ok
i've tried
im sorry ok
enough of the shit
i dont wanna talk bout this anymore
stupid shit
_dont ever take down the fence until u understand y it was put up.
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cheer up dearie..thr r many thgs we have to go through by ourself with no one can help..
as wat u alwis told me last time .. pray more*
only HIM can help us and wouldn't leave us at all the time..only HIM will listen to us and wouldn't spread our secret..only HIM will stay by our side even when no one stay beside us.
add oil sweetie
smile more =)
<3