My fave song ever!!

My heart will go on

by:: Celine Dion!!

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

The only song that will never ever fail to make me cry 

 Love this song forever and ever

love the movie too!

never get bored from watching that movie

Love celine dion

love her voice

love her songs!

Great singer ever!!

<3

just to share the love <3

活着真好

今天是我人生中第一次尝试到困lift
真是乍到！！
20++个人在电梯里
困了超过30分钟
幸好那些人及时赶到
要不然我铁定昏了
@.@

昨天才被人咒我下地狱
今天就发生这样的事？
呵呵呵
好巧

甭紧啦
虽然很不是滋味
可是
昨天也很努力在祈祷了
要爱自己的敌人如亲人般
真不是一般的容易呀
阿门


不过另一件值得高兴的是
我终于鼓起勇气
跟很多人交朋友啦！！
虽然避免不了尴尬
但至少
我有伴了！！
但他们都19岁
我好老哦
=(


最后
活着真好！！！
<3

Updates #5

Hello
its already week3
and I still don't know what am I doing
slacking everyday
doing online shopping which is stupid
cos my current makeup collection is going to last me through the whole life
youtube-ing which is also stupid
cos I have had more than enough knowledge for personal use

haih
I need a turning point
my life in melbourne is boring
maybe it's cos I chose to do everything on my own
and not to make any new friends
HAHA i was totally WRONG!!
anyway
I will definitely force myself to be brave and make the first move
which is really difficult booohhooo ='(

anyway
i happened to know an australian born vietnam girl
oh she is sweet and pretty
love her voice too
HAHAHAHA
I am not lesbo k

traffic lights
HAHA
so co-incident
it seems like im the fattest among them
HAIH

excuse my digital camera shots
i have no idea about photography
but will learn one day!!
for my future children sake <3

stupid eugene
noob

sharon and i

oh i miss my siblings and mummy ='(

for the first time
I feel like crying
hmmmm

i miss KLCC little penang's ais kacang too =(

my fatty ahhhhh ='(

haih
my fellow housemates
if one day you see me crying
that means I miss home real bad
HAHA
but I'm tough enough at the moment
so no worries!


oh had diarrhea again last week
HAHA
pain like nobody's business

my boy has tonsillitis
having fever for 3days consecutive
see him in pain I also really heartache
haih
god bless him please



anyway enough of all the rant!!
here are my current obsessions

Japanese brand eyeshadows!!
WEEE XD
Lavshuca, Integrate, VISEE, Coffret D'or, Lunasol and Kate!
oh ya
god bless Japan too!!
god bless human!!!

SNSD!!!
awwww love them MAX <3

mah favorites!
YonnA Yuri and SeoHyun!!
they are like real sisters
muacks<3

my ultimate favorite!
SeoHyun unnie!!
god bless you!! <3

Time To say Good Bye =')

OMGOMG
13hours left
haih
so many things to do
but so little time =(
time passed so so so fast

gonna leave malaysia soon
i feel both excited and sad
excited cos I got to leave a bunch of useless and disgusting relatives
sad and worry cos I will not be able to protect my siblings and mummy

haih
GOD
please bless them!!
Thanks!!

anyway
good bye everyone
take care
and stay healthy, happy

复杂的心情

这几天可以说是回马来西亚其中最开心的几天
跟美琪，灵芝，米氏两姐妹来个简单的聚会
聊了蛮多
聊不完的说！
太多东东可以说了
很喜欢这样
彼此的生活没有交点

但是过了好一段时间
彼此还是能搭上话
分享这各自生活上的点滴
好好哦
很舒服
真的
这样的友谊真的非常舒服
就因为生活在完全不同的圈子里
所以完全没有摩擦
只有单纯的友谊
爱死你们了！！<3>

小米和我

小米，灵芝和我
我们三个曾经可是黏得像麦芽糖一样的好姐妹哦！
一起打排球，上厕所，做功课，读书，吃东西
我相信我们一定是永远的好朋友<3>

灵芝和小米

米俐曼
傻大姐一个
祝你幸福咯！
真的不要那么单纯
要懂得保护自己呀！

我和米氏两姐妹

还有前两天有跟他们打排球
找回了逝去已久的笑声以及快乐
现在才发现原来自己是那么地爱排球
那么地想念从前的日子
说真的
要是可以重来
我会选择留在独中
唉
只可惜
当时的自己超幼稚

不过也好啦
不转校的话
就遇不到kengyew 了=p

哎哟喂呀
星期六就回澳洲了
还有好多事情还没做的说
想对馨娟哈尼说对不起呢
都没时间跟她真正地坐下来喝茶
抱歉
更抱歉的是进权弟弟
还有kernwen兄弟
还有adele哈尼
大家都各忙各的
唉唉唉

anyway
原以为自己可以很潇洒
可以很习惯分分合合
原来不简单啊
离开熟悉的家
熟悉的商场
教堂
还有我的弟妹
真不放心
祈求天主保佑妈妈和弟妹
不要被欺负
要平安，健康


又要回去那个闷死人的地方了
天啊～～～～

健康亮黄灯-_-

我天啊
最近爱上关于韩国所有的事情
喜欢他们的文化
喜欢他们的礼仪
喜欢他们的谈吐
喜欢他们的语言
我承认
多多少少都是因为看了韩国节目
是reality show哦
不是什么偶像剧
我看了《我们结婚了》
是一个让艺人们成为假想夫妇
然后拍摄成一个节目让我们看看
发现啊
他们真的是以礼相待
对长辈
哪怕只是大1分钟
也要用敬语
尊师重道
很大体
韩国女人也很温文儒雅
哦
真好
我要学习学习了

反正上网购物
真的买到不知道要买什么了
以前常常沉溺于youtube
看化妆及保养品的资讯
我对这些吸收度快到极限了
在研究下去
就应该去读化学工程研究保养品
或者上化妆课了-_-

这几天过得有点空虚
回想起我每天买买买的日子
真的有点不堪设想-_-
不行
我今年一定不能得过且过
得好好充实自己了
今天都在学韩文
还不错很满意的说

哈哈哈哈哈
然后我要减肥
照顾好身体健康
那天去检查身体
哇靠
全身上下
只有胸部和肾没事情
胆固醇过高
记忆力不好
支气管，肺没有很好
肝脏也有点点问题
胃也不好常胀气
常便秘
最可怕的是子宫真的有不好
唉唉唉
我真的给自己乍到！！
最搞笑的是
医生还说我缺乏女性荷尔蒙
哎哟喂呀
真的是这么一回事哟

希望这医生是很差的吧=p
得找检查别的医生

哦
我最爱
贤重oppa~<3

哦
我的新欢
容和oppa~~~muacks<3
HAHAHAHAHA

Thoughts #1

I have been neglecting my blog

I know

and I was really BUSY

busy with playing!! muahahahahaha

hmmm

I've tried writing a super long post with loads of photos

and I failed

and failed

and failed

and i gave up -_-

seriously

hate the new blogger system thingy

can't you just keep everything simple??!

if you keep upgrading

don't blame me for dumping you and go for others k?

anyway

hmmm

got a phone call today from one of my old friends

my dance crew teammates actually

hmmm

i felt happy at first

but I feel disgusted + sad + hurt

after knowing that

they, my friends that I truly care about

ring me up ONLY when they want to get some benefits from me

this feeling sucks

but its so real and true

eh PLEASE?

at least fake some *miss me* feeling for me can or not?

i mean seriously 

what the fuck?!

And the other incident was

hmmm

i have a friend

or maybe i should say

ex-friend

from my third high school i went

we had lots of common interests

I really thought we could make really good and close friends

until i started to teach the guys volleyball

and yea

this was when jealousy made everything changed

oh well things happened

and we are no longer friends

met her at a friend's 21st bday

and she's still looking at me the same way as she did three years ago

OH COME ON

it's been 3years Ms.!!

hmmmm

maybe "Friends Forever" is just not my thing

people do come and go

even those you thought he or she will be there for you always!

 I do feel upset

I couldn't help it but to accept that this is the REALITY

and appreciate what I have now

After all,

I don't think I would put soooo much effort on friendship as I did in the past anymore

and I do think that family and boyfriend are all you have

when you are in pain or facing difficulties

hmmmm

 this is life

*sigh*

I think We make a perfect couple!

*4th year together*

and we will work hard to make sure that there will be

5th, 6th, 7th.....etc years

Love you

muacks <3